Starting in film is like stepping into the unknown, you know what you love, but you’re not quite sure how to bring it to life on screen. When I first began, I only had a passion for storytelling and ambition. Along the way, I learned that each project, each failure, and each success has been invaluable in shaping who I am as a filmmaker. Here’s a look at my journey from that first production to the films that have garnered recognition.
Why I Started in Film
Like many filmmakers, my love for TV and movies was the force that led me to start creating my own stories. Movies were a way of understanding the world and connecting to characters who felt real, no matter how different our lives were. From the start, I wanted to create stories that held that same magic, where people could see a part of themselves reflected on screen.
Writing My First Script
My first script was messy and overly ambitious, but it was also a milestone. Writing it taught me about the basic building blocks of storytelling: structure and character development. I co-wrote this script and produced it later that year. Even though it was rudimentary and rushed, it was the spark that led me to pursue film as a career. It was an essential step in learning the craft and gave me the confidence to keep going.
Finding My Voice as a Storyteller
Early on, I experimented with different genres and styles, trying different techniques and creating standard characters. Over time, I realized my most compelling work was personal and authentic, focusing on themes of identity, self-discovery, and transformation. Once I found my own voice, everything fell into place, I was no longer just making films, I was telling my own story.
The First Production Experience
As mentioned before, bringing a script to life is no small feat. During that first production, I learned that film is truly a collaborative art, and managing logistics, budgets, and schedules was just as critical as creative vision. Working with my first crew, even on a tiny scale, showed me the power of collaboration and the unique perspectives everyone brings to a project.
Learning Through Collaboration
With each new project, I learned the importance of trusting my collaborators. The best results came when everyone, from actors to crew members, brought their unique talents to the table. Directing taught me how to communicate my vision clearly while also leaving room for others to contribute. This balance was crucial in creating films that felt whole and authentic.
Pushing Personal Boundaries
As I grew more confident in my skills, I began exploring themes that hit closer to home, identity, LGBTQ+ experiences, and the nuances of relationships. Taking inspiration from my own life and putting them on display. It felt both risky and necessary, they allowed me to connect more deeply with my work. Knowing these stories might resonate with people facing similar struggles made the creative process feel purposeful.
Entering the Film Festival Circuit
Submitting to my first festival was exciting and nerveracking. Rejections were tough, but each acceptance felt like a win, no matter the size of the festival. Seeing my work read by industry professionals was surreal and brought a new level of validation to everything I’d been working toward.
The Awards
Winning awards was never my main goal, but it was incredibly validating. Each accolade felt like a sign that I was on the right path. This gave me the opportunity to connect with audiences and know that my scripts resonate with people. Especially, when I had the chance to attend the BEA 2023 conference to accept my 2nd place award in short narrative screenplays in Las Vegas.
Supporting New Filmmakers
As my journey progressed, I felt a responsibility to support other emerging filmmakers, especially those with stories that aren’t often told. Whether through mentorship, sharing resources, or simply offering encouragement, I hope to contribute to a community where everyone feels empowered to create. I do this in my role as Doghouse Productions President, where I have the opportunity to inspire and empower young filmmakers.
Looking Forward
Every project is a new beginning, with new lessons, challenges, and surprises. I’m excited to continue exploring fresh ideas, collaborating with new voices, and pushing my boundaries as a filmmaker. For anyone considering this path, my advice is simple, trust your voice, embrace the journey, and never stop learning.
Thanks for being a part of this journey with me. Whether you’re an aspiring filmmaker, a movie lover, or just someone curious about storytelling, I hope my story resonates with you. Filmmaking isn’t easy, but each experience adds another chapter to a journey worth taking.
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